Monday, January 4, 2010

Dear World Leaders

It's over. Or at least my part is. Negotiators continue to sweat behind closed doors, and world leaders are still trying to finish the job, but I am going home.



And I'm tired.



Ten days of intense interactions with thousands of people, the constant flow of adrenalin as the negotiations ebb and flow, the mountains of information to process and a seriously awful cold and cough have left me depleted.



And so I'm sitting here thinking.



Or at least I would be thinking if I wasn't stuck in the middle of Heathrow airport. All week I have been listening to messages 'for our world leaders'. Five flat screen TVs decorated the back wall of the 'hallway' cafeteria – the long shallow one with the fake pine trees in it. Each of these screens played a loop of hundreds, if not thousands of letters to the world leaders. “Dear World Leaders”, one reads, “Please save the earth for my children”, signed Jenny, age 5.



Biking home in the dark one evening I saw an eerie blue nimbus enveloping a large cubical building. I veered off the path to explore. Perhaps eight stories high it sat squat and square on the edge of the marsh just outside the city. Threads of blue light were twisting and entangling across its surface. The writhing filaments did not cease. It reminded me of videos of the first frantic hours of life as cells divide upon cells in a pulsing mass. I stood there in the dark, a small cloud of my breath hanging about me in the still air and watched until messages begin to resolve out of the fragile blue chaos. “Dear World Leaders, Do not think of your own nations but of us the world citizens”, signed Kelly Ann Bauman of the United States. Her message slowly dissolved into another, “Dear World Leaders, The people of the world have entrusted you with our future”.



I stood there, entranced by the blue light until a metro, ultra modern and full of people leaving Bella Centre, streaked by and I realized I could no longer feel my fingers. I got on my bicycle. As I rode away I looked back. Gerald Jacquenort from Spain had written, “Dear World Leaders, Western luxury standards are obsolete and are not appropriate in the name of my child and of future generations”.



And now I am here. In the epicentre of the storm – the shopping extravaganza more commonly known as Heathrow airport. I sit in a relatively quiet lounge and am immediately barraged by Emergency exit Caffe Italia Starbucks Coffee lounge A Tie Rack London Samsonite Mountain Equipment Co-op Longchamp only £4.99 Christmas gift sets Please pay here WHSmith Eat Next stop is Istanbul Ballentines Bridge bar and eating house Rolling luggage sold here Giorgio Now Open Sunglasses Hut Dixons Travel Breakfast Bureau de change More than sushi Samsung American Express Duty Free Cigarettes Hamleys Toys Don't Forget Your Batteries HMVBoots Pharmacy Grab a Meal Deal FREE free FREE Yo to go. Ropes of silver icicle lights hang blinking from the ceiling. The screen in the diner across from me scrolls “Time to Relax? In a Hurry? Dine in our cafĂ©”.



And I think.



And I eat a single orange very slowly, taking care to appreciate its nubbly spicy skin and sweet tart juice.



Perhaps I should have written my own message. “Dear World” it would have said, “please stop waiting for your leaders”.

1 comment:

  1. 'Leaders' There's a word to conjure with. The Web has been afire with rhetoric about 'must happens' and 'world emergency'. I'm in an odd position : going from unthinking acceptance of 'conventional wisdom' to accidental discovery because I'm busy questioning obvious planned ongoing systemic b.s....and going from a fringe position - I thought - to majority position in a matter of weeks. All the time there is little if anything on the news and the 'same old same old' is reiterated tirelessly - as propaganda always is.
    I'm not about to let a Conspiracy Theory about a Conspiracy Theory ( 'Deniers' ) get more traction than it deserves : which is to say, damn little indeed.
    If you think 'world leaders' aren't acting as if it matters - or don't internalize a sense of urgency - you may be on somewhat the same wavelength as I have been.
    I won't claim to have definitive proof that we've 'been had'. I sure found some interesting reading that shakes up preconceptions, though.
    Ever since Dec 4 I've included articles on AWG and contrarian articles in my news collections.
    Now the anti AWG is ahead. Straw polls don't mean much, I'm afraid.
    Plausibility and consistency are with those who do not need to resort to spin and suppression of opposing viewpoints, however. One is politics - the other usual scientific weighing of alternative explanations.
    Come on over if you want to see what's been happening.
    http://opitslinkfest.blogspot.com/2009/12/4-dec-following-trail-climate-fraud-and.html

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